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StrangeTango.com is a multilayered art installation in cyberspace…the documentation of a life in three iterations: as a film treatment, a book, a blog.
“What remains as documentation of a life?”
Strange Tango haunts the boundaries of digital streams and visceral storytelling, where pixels and dreams flow together.
Video, reportage, and nonlinear narrative meld in captured moments from the life of A. D. Tejada, artist - traveler - citizen of the world.
Life is a strange tango...
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 Some of our friends who have appeared on Strange Tango: Life as Art...and who will in 2012.
This is a special time for reflecting on the past and anticipating the future. And so it is with Strange Tango: Life as Art. Since August 2009 when we launched this labor of love, the website/blog has showcased some 32 individuals in interviews, guest columns, and features that document their lives and share their passions.
What is interesting to note is that everyone who has appeared on Strange Tango is either a personal friend or an engaged netizen who became a friend through Facebook social media. The pieces are developed through an artistic process: I work with each individual to craft a unique narrative or presentation that speaks to the soul. While most of our guest columnists may not be published book authors, they are nonetheless talented and engaging writers with something important to say.
Strange Tango relies on word-of-mouth groundswell instead of paid advertising in any form. Steadily, the website/blog is developing a diverse fan base in its hometown of Lawton, an international city in Oklahoma with a population just under 100,000 that is the epicenter of the new American heartland. After publishing a Strange Tango tribute to my friend Sanjay Singh, a popular writer/producer at ABC News in New York City, a mutual friend emailed the link to the entire staff at Good Morning America.
In 2012, we will continue to evolve to keep the blog fresh and relevant: as always, winning a personal website Webby Award is the holy grail!
Anton Blake
The News at the End of the World
Athima Chansanchai
Journalist and Do-Good Entrepreneur
Charles Ogletree
THE PRESUMPTION OF GUILT: The Arrest of Henry Louis Gates Jr. and Race, Class, and Crime in America
Charles Price
“Gimme a Pigfoot and a Bottle of Beer” on the Stereo, and Tex-Mex Enchiladas on the Table for Dad and Me!, Savoring the Flavors of Life
Daisy and Earl Wyatt
Mabuhay International Ethnic Food Market
Dianne Riddles
Memories: the Tapestry of My Life
Erin Yoshimura and Gil Asakawa
visualizAsian.com
Glynis D. Tejada
Orchids
Gwena and Jeff McIntosh
Just 4 K-9′s & Kitty 2
Jack Hunsucker
A Passion for Teaching
Jerome Tse
Millennial Spirit
John Psaropoulos
Cloudburst
Joseph Yu
The Unique Artistry of Joseph Yu
Jun Sandoval
AJ Pilipinas
Kathy Houng
Day-Dreamer Caught in Transit Between Old and New Worlds
Mai Xuan Bui
A Melting Pot of Thoughts
Marc Andrew Hem Lee
A Disputation – Blog Vs. Tweet
Marriah Star
Silence is Music
Michael Pang
The Issue of Asian American Representation
Owen Shieh
Untamed Skies
Paul Redmond
Remembering Senator Ted Kennedy
Paxus Calta-Star
A Year in 17 Pieces
Piere Mariano
The Bunny Barn
Raphael Seligmann
Raphael’s Sestina for Audrey
Ricky Harrison
Landscape Artist
Rodrigo Mariano
Leadership of a Diverse Workforce
Roland Kelts
A Home of One’s Own
Ron Nance
Real Estate Visionary
Sanjay Singh
A Tribute
Sree Sreenivasan
Sree
Steven Spriggs
Role Model Millennial
Whitney Nance Perry
A Passion for Beauty
Audrey Dolar Tejada
Speak, Memory
New Age Traveler
Nest

Global Nomad style is reminiscent of our travels around the world.
Our first meal of 2012 consists of…
Lobster Cantonese made by my husband, born in Hong Kong;
Pancit noodles from the cuisine of my Filipino heritage;
Black-eyed peas simmered for hours with smoked pork and sauerkraut, both are traditional dishes from our Texoma region.
White rice is ubiquitous.
For a light dessert…Seville orange torta from Spain, Italian wine, and mandarin orange.
 All wrapped up...
Wishing everyone a magical new year in 2012…

An early ambition was that I might enter politics or academia, or become a diplomat/lawyer/corporate executive with an international career. But my perspective has always been one of multiplicity: it felt more natural to me to see the interrelatedness of humanity than to become an expert specializing in a fragment of the universe. I wanted a personal life and the freedom of my own thoughts and ideas.
Formally, my education includes studies in literature and the liberal arts, aesthetics, theory, production and performance of art and visual works; cultural analysis, expressive arts and symbolism, identity, social groups and institutions, power and politics, law; historical and intellectual analysis, cognitive psychology and behavioral analysis, sociology; management, organizational behavior, micro-and macro-economics, statistics; earth science; communications, print journalism, foreign reporting, interactive multimedia, and electronic news production.
Despite my reputation for scholarship, leadership, and organizational abilities, I viewed myself as an artist. But not just any kind of artist: I work with what is intangible, non-verbalized, and emergent. My purpose is to see and to experience the future before it manifests, to reveal the soul, to create what has not been seen before, and still to make a difference in the world. There is no conventional training for this unique vocation, so I set out to collect the memories and the portfolio of life and work experiences that would enable me to fulfill my destiny. You cannot consider yourself to be a true artist unless you have experienced complete joy and serenity, catharsis, intense feelings, bittersweet memories, and sorrow—the awakening of the kundalini life force.
Louise Gansky Bendel is one of my oldest friends, ever since we were student activists at Cornell. The role we were thrust into was quite surprising, considering we both are straight arrow, Catholic girls who have generally exerted leadership through subtle example. Now a mother with a family of her own, Louise continues her commitment to social change in her lifestyle choices.
 Louise Gansky Bendel
Louise wanted to give her children resonant childhood memories, so she and her family moved to an historic home in Massachusetts where they practice sustainability in a picturesque setting. The Bendel family supports community agriculture, cooks their food in a hearth oven that is almost 300 years old, and uses no pesticides on their spacious lawn. Truly, theirs is an idyllic lifestyle of which memories are made.
Louise’s passion for what is natural and organic has also influenced my Neo-Zen philosophy: a mindful existence that respects nature and living one’s life as art. I wanted to share this Christmas letter ― Louise’s first attempt at this annual ritual ― because I believe her words paint a thoughtful portrait of what our sustainable future could be like.
Christmas 2011
Dear Family and Friends,
This is the very first Bendel family Christmas newsletter. It’s an old fashioned form of Facebook and as much social media as we can handle.
John is still consulting for 2 startups, one in Cambridge, MA and the other in Los Altos, CA. He is facing old age with dignity.
Louise keeps busy with her volunteer job as board president of Stearns Farm CSA (community supported agriculture). This is her way of promoting increased vegetable consumption. Stearns grows year round. In the winter there are 2 large moveable greenhouses where they grow cold-loving crops: spinach, baby greens, kale, etc. The houses are heated only by sunlight. It’s amazing what can be done without fossil fuels! She also volunteers as a diabetes educator at a free medical clinic.
Cornelia is a sophomore at Framingham High School, where her favorite classes are French, English, and Art History. In March, she enjoyed a French class trip to Quebec City, where she visited the spectacular Ice Hotel and discovered the extreme sport of Red Bull Crashed Ice. Her passion is glassblowing. She’s taking weekly classes at a glass studio in Boston.
Harris is in seventh grade, and we all agree that middle school basically sucks. He is also studying French. He likes to take his mind off his studies with Minecraft. He makes weekly trips to the glass studio, where he practices flame working. Let’s face it; playing with fire is pretty cool.
This summer the family took a road trip to Quebec (the Ice Hotel had melted by then). We drove as far north as Tadoussac, located at the junction of the St Lawrence River and the Saguenay Fjord. We enjoyed kayaking and saw Beluga whales.
In August we survived Hurricane Irene and then experienced a freak snowstorm on October 28. Each event left us without power for 4 days. It can be kind of neat when the electricity goes out…our house is 298 years old and one gets a sense that the house is “true to period”. Our fireplaces work, and it is easy to stay cozy and warm. However, we have well water, and losing water is definitely not enjoyable. One of the toughest insults of a power outage is listening to our neighbors’ gasoline powered generators, which run mercilessly loud 24/7. In a burst of ingenuity, John purchased an inverter, which allowed us to run the Internet, aquarium and TV off the Prius! It was wonderfully quiet! It wasn’t powerful enough to run the refrigerator, and it can only run 110 V (our well pump is 220V) Still, we’re getting more efficient at living without our power company. Santa will get us a 220V inverter for Christmas.
Wishing you health, happiness and peace of mind in 2012.
Go Niners!
Louise, John, Cornelia and Harris


I’m unveiling my new Facebook Timeline on the first day of the Winter Solstice!
The cover photo includes symbols associated with my literary novella, Strange Tango, the namesake of the first literary conceptual art installation in cyberspace — Strange Tango: Life as Art. I’ve been experimenting with ambitious and multilayered new forms of literary writing for the cyberspace generation: using emotional resonance and the poetics and lyricism of words. My portraits were taken almost 2 decades apart and represent my backgrounds as both literary artist and broadcast journalist.
For more on my conceptual experiment, see 7 Levels of Meaning in the Epistolary Novella and our Strange Tango video on YouTube, video by Los Angeles filmmaker Brian Saffold with music, Lover’s in Reverse, by Chicago composer Dan Brunelle.
In 2011, weather was an international news story. From the devastating tsunami in Japan to the flooding across the United States, meteorologists played an important role in mitigating the loss of life and property and in helping the public to understand the causes of these cataclysmic events.
So when my friend Owen Shieh, a Ph. D. candidate in Meteorology at the University of Hawaii at Manoa, told me about his research in the equatorial Indian Ocean and included absolutely stunning photos, I offered him his own showcase on Strange Tango: Life as Art.
 Owen Shieh
Owen is a Renaissance man ― philosopher as well as scientist, book author, musician, and leader…a former Eagle Scout. His fascination with extreme weather began when Tropical Storm Gordon damaged his Florida neighborhood in 1994. For me, as a child growing up in Oklahoma, the seasons were mild and temperate. However, given the record-breaking heatwaves and ice storms of the past two years, I was curious as to what the future climate in Oklahoma would be like. I also wondered how we might lessen the reliance on foreign petroleum through sustainable energy sources.
Owen responded: “Now that we know the climate is changing, the next step for the research community is to begin addressing how the change will affect specific locales… I support both types of power (solar and wind), although solar appears to the more reliable and stable source for the future… Perhaps several years from now, we will begin to shed some light on these questions that you posed… In essence, the science is ‘to be continued…’”
In November, Owen joined a team of international scientists aboard the R/V Roger Revelle for a month-long tour in the Indian Ocean collecting research data as part of the DYNAMO Project ― Dynamics of the Madden-Julian Oscillation. This is a weather phenomena that affects weather across the globe and would go a long way toward answering my query on the theme of large-scale weather patterns and their impact on specific locales.
Owen studied Atmospheric Science at Cornell University, where he was the Assistant Drum Major of the Cornell Big Red Marching Band and was recognized by the American Meteorological Society for writing the best undergraduate research paper in the country. He went on to receive his M.S. in Meteorology at the University of Oklahoma, in a department nationally recognized as a weather mecca. His current and previous affiliations encompass the private sector, public service, academia, and defense/military, including the U.S. Pacific Fleet at Pearl Harbor, Hawaii, the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA), and The Weather Channel.
As a high school student, Owen participated in the United Nations Pilgrimage for Youth along with other delegates from North America and Europe. The experience influenced his worldview and led to lifelong friendships. Owen reflects on the wisdom he gained in his book, We the Peoples: The Bus, The Journey, The Lessons, published in 2010. In 2011, Owen expanded on his worldview in a book of philosophical musings, Journey on the Level.
Our friendship began when we both were members of the Cornell Alumni Admissions Ambassador Network (CAAAN) in Oklahoma. CAAAN was a true bonding experience because there were only three active members in our region at the time, including Yanni Hufnagel, a graduate assistant for the Elite Eight University of Oklahoma men’s basketball team ― now an Assistant Coach for the Harvard University men’s basketball team.
In his blog, Untamed Skies, Owen engages us with his beautifully photographed and detailed journal accounts that merge science, philosophy, and a zest for life ― an adventure Strange Tango is privileged to share.
~ ADT
Life at Sea – Finale!
Posted on December 12, 2011
12 Dec
1630 UTC
After logging over 840 hours at sea and traveling over 3,500 nautical miles (over 4,000 statute miles) across open ocean, we safely returned to the port of Phuket, Thailand on the morning of 11 December… 35 days after we first left the lush green land of this tropical Southeast Asian country.

A few days prior to our arrival, we had to turn off the TOGA C-Band Doppler radar and end all scientific data collection because we had left international waters and entered the Exclusive Economic Zone (EEZ), defined by the United Nations Convention on the Law of the Sea as 200 nautical miles from shore, where a state has territorial rights to ocean resources. We also had a rendezvous with a fuel barge that met us at sea on 10 December to deliver more diesel for the upcoming cruise 4 of the R/V Roger Revelle for the DYNAMO field experiment. That night, many of the scientists gathered on the bow to watch the total lunar eclipse that occurred right over our heads! Since it was our last night at sea, we soaked in the nostalgic moment of feeling the wind on our faces and hearing the splash of the waves below. Our Research Technician (ResTech) brought out his guitar and strummed a few tunes as we gazed lazily at the gorgeous eclipse of the moon.
Our port arrival on the following day was not without its challenges. We did not have the usual convenience of docking the ship and stepping off onto a pier. Instead, our reservation was deferred to a cruise ship that needed the dock, so we were left with no other options but to anchor offshore and to take a Thai “water taxi” boat to shore. This “water taxi” was nothing more than a rusted metal container with a propeller. If there were a Thai boat equivalent to an old, beat-up Ford pickup truck from Oklahoma, this would have been it.
After the Thai customs and immigration officials climbed aboard our ship and cleared our passports, we each put on a life vest, handed our baggage to the 3rd Mate, and slowly climbed down a rope ladder into the metal hold of the Thai boat that was being madly tossed around by the waves. When it was my turn, the 3rd Mate dropped my Marine Corps sea bag into the boat, and I strapped on my life vest. After shaking hands with the Captain and the 3rd Mate, I descended the rope ladder and jumped into the boat right as it temporarily swung away from the hull of our ship. As you could imagine, transferring all of our baggage from the ship to the boat that was struggling to remain steady against the swells and waves many feet below was a chore. But with some effort and special attention to safety, we were able to fit most of the scientists in the rusted bed of the “water taxi.” As we pulled away from the R/V Roger Revelle, we could see the entirety of the ship for the first time since we left port over a month ago. The immediate change in perspective was surreal. As we pulled away from the starboard side of the ship, the crew stood on deck and waved. We bid them a final farewell and headed to shore.
My 35 days at sea have been nothing short of an adventure. Between the diverse people, the exotic setting, the extreme isolation, and the random humor of life at sea, I have tasted the essence and the thrill of life as a sailor. In fact, I and fellow scientists were properly inducted into the “Solemn Mysteries of the Ancient Order of the Deep,” by Neptunus Rex, Imperium Neptuni Regis (King Neptune, Ruler of the Raging Main). This was part of an ancient Naval tradition that originated in the Middle Ages and is still observed today by the U.S. Navy, Marine Corps, Coast Guard, and other navies around the world, whereby new sailors (polliwogs) must pass through several initiation rites organized by the experienced sailors (shellbacks) upon crossing the equator. These activities were originally meant to test new sailors for their ability to handle the rigors of life at sea, but now, they have become mostly traditional and much less severe than the activities that took place aboard ships in the 19th and early 20th centuries. Nevertheless, they preserve some standard elements that contribute to camaraderie among all who have participated. The international nature of this tradition is captured in this recent news article from aboard the USS New Orleans. I was presented with an official identification card and a certificate, signed by the Captain and Chief Scientist (who played the role of King Neptune). These will prove my identity as a “shellback” the next time I am aboard a U.S. Navy ship.
Now, back on land, I can fully relate to the yearning for adventure on the high seas that is characterized by sailors and maritime lore. So goes the slogan of the R/V Roger Revelle and the Scripps Institution of Oceanography:
Ocean exploration is our business. The world is our office.

Conventional thought and habitual ideas are challenged while living aboard a vessel thousands of miles away from civilization. Life at sea is at once an educational and a humbling experience, knowing that few human beings have experienced life in that setting for such a lengthy period of time. Whether it was waking to the calm morning sunrise peering through the horizon or braving the gale-force winds and rough seas during a developing tropical cyclone, there was always something to learn and some question to ponder. In the words of Saint Augustine:
Men go abroad to wonder at the heights of mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motions of the stars, and they pass by themselves without wondering.
This underlies my personal fascination with nature and the pursuit of scientific adventure. Whether I am climbing the largest volcano in the world, snorkeling with sea turtles, hiking through alpine meadows, or living on a ship in the middle of the ocean, there is always something to learn – not just about the world – but also about myself.

Perhaps the best moments on the ship were spent standing on deck and watching the wide expanse of the ocean reach far into the distant horizon. When the weather was quiet, the seas were tranquil, with waves no larger than tiny ripples along the water surface. The gentle swells of the ocean passed underneath the ripples, completely unaffected. These subtle undulations of the sea surface can never be seen from land, as the laws of physics dictates that swells must break into waves near shore. The ocean as seen from a beach and the ocean as seen from its heart are entirely different experiences. The gentle swells formed the perfect canvas for spectacular sunrises and sunsets, with beauty that far surpassed anything that the human tongue could express. I composed this poem in an attempt to capture the spirit of the sea:
ODE TO THE SEA
The Sea, mother of humanity
Giver of life across the lands
Your voice reaches no ear in vain
Full of wisdom, hidden ‘neath your ceaseless waves
Your calm can sooth the roughest soul
Yet your force can crush the sturdiest of ships
Your glistening waters inspire peace
Yet your storm-swept waves inject fear
You humble the most conceited among us
Yet you empower those who seek your source
You command the respect of all the elements
Yet you are part of each living thing
You are in all
And all are in one.

In conclusion, I am very happy to say that that this field experiment at sea was a huge success. Although the DYNAMO project continues for the next few months, we have already collect vast amounts of oceanic and atmospheric data that will be analyzed for many years in universities and government laboratories throughout the world. The Madden-Julian Oscillation (MJO) remains an enigma in the realm of tropical meteorology, and yet, its effects reach across the globe and affect weather and climate on every continent. The large equatorial Indian Ocean thunderstorms associated with the MJO generate atmospheric waves, like ripples on the water surface that form in response to a pebble being dropped. These waves can affect global weather patterns, from floods in Pakistan to droughts in Africa and even to snowstorms in the northeast United States. Yet, we do not know exactly why the MJO develops and what determines its amplitude. Links to other large-scale climate factors such as the El Niño – Southern Oscillation are still hot topics of research today. Furthermore, how all of these seasonal and intraseasonal events relate to the increasingly pressing concerns of global climate change remain a question.
There is little doubt in the scientific community that climate change is occurring, and there is overwhelming evidence that humanity will soon be faced with economic challenges that are directly related to rapid changes in regional climate. Exactly how global climate change will affect local events such as tornadoes in Oklahoma and hurricanes in Florida are still a topic of intense debate, and science is only beginning to shine a light on these topics. At this time, Cornell University, my alma mater, is performing a faculty search to identify a new professor who would be willing to develop a new research program to address this very question: How will climate change affect extreme weather events? There has been evidence that if the average temperature of the globe warms, local regions may experience more extreme fluctuations between seasons. So a warmer earth may not necessarily result in warmer temperatures at a particular location. Correlations are not simplistic. Much more research must be done to bridge the gap between global causes and local effects.

In this time of uncertainty, we would be wise to pursue renewable energy sources to cut down on our artificial effects on the earth’s climate system. Both solar and wind energy are growing markets, but solar may have a greater potential as an untapped energy reserve. The sun is always there. While wind magnitude and direction both change with time, the energy of the sun is primarily affected by the presence of clouds. Cloud distributions are modulated by geography and follow patterns on the seasonal timescale that are usually more predictable than wind, which allows a greater ease for the energy markets to estimate the amount of energy that can be extracted from the sun on any given day for a particular location. However, engineers are faced with the task of developing ways to store the energy that is collected from the sun and the wind. Until we are able to do that efficiently, we will still be at the mercy of the changing weather patterns.
With such deep economic roots in weather and climate, we cannot escape the fact that we must understand the MJO in order to build a complete picture of global weather patterns and climate change. The MJO has been a missing link in our understanding of the physics of the global climate system. Someday, somewhere, the valuable data that we collected at sea will come together as pieces of the puzzle to shed light on the mystery of the MJO.
At the end of the day, science – as it always has been – remains “to be continued…”

Remember Pearl Harbor (Life at Sea – Day 32)
Posted on December 7, 2011
07 Dec 2011
1830 UTC
Seventy years ago, at exactly this time (1830 UTC, 8:30 am Hawaii local time), the tranquil morning over the calm waters of Pearl Harbor were brutally shattered by the second wave of 170 Japanese aircraft, following another 183 at 7:51 am when the Empire of Japan launched its initial attack on the U.S. Pacific Fleet. The second wave of aircraft sank 9 U.S. Navy ships and severely damaged 21 others.
On that fateful morning, thousands of American men and women serving their country both in uniform and as civilians arose to face the imminent reality and brutality of war. On that fateful morning, 2,403 lives were lost, of which 1,177 were aboard the USS Arizona, which sank within seconds after an armor-piercing bomb detonated a forward ammunition compartment. Seventy years ago, our nation and our world faced a mounting crisis of epic proportions, one that would cost more human lives than mankind could bear to witness. Seventy years ago, men and women the world over were challenged to dig into the deepest recesses of their souls while shedding tears that could not fill the void left by the loved ones that were lost.

Tonight, as I looked across the waves from aboard this U.S. Navy ship, I could not help but feel the anguish of the sailors as they rushed to save their fellow brothers in uniform. Tonight, as I stood on the bow under the shadows of the bright moonlit sky, I could not help but hear the cries of the injured. Tonight, as I smelled the characteristic scent of the ship’s quarters that is identical to that of the USS Missouri still on guard in Pearl Harbor, I could not help but feel especially close to the officers who awoke to the madness around them. Tonight, as Old Glory waived proudly on the mast above my head, I could not help but think of the sacrifices that fellow American citizens – both military and civilian alike – offer each day to preserve the sanctity of the U.S. Constitution and the Republic for which it stands. The soldier defending the front lines, the student educating himself at school, the doctor attending to patients, the scientist making discoveries, the teacher assuring the continuation of our generations, the protester fighting for a cause, the police officer enforcing laws, and the civil servant upholding the respect of our institutions – all of these men and women – have each contributed equally to this dynamic place that we call home.
Only seventy years since that awful day, the Japanese Navy flag can often be seen flying on ships docked right next to the U.S. Pacific Fleet in Pearl Harbor. How times have changed. How ephemeral are even the most poignant events of passion. Time is the chisel of change. Time washes away the ills of history. Yet, time teaches us an important lesson about anger. Anger is futile, because all things change like the clouds in the wind. Even feelings as strong as the passions of war come and go with the sands of time. Objects of anger also change with time. As atrocious as events such as Pearl Harbor are in the history of this great country, and as deserving as we are to feel frustrated and angry, let us turn our anger not into hatred for any particular person or group because those change with time, but into a steady resolve to unite in the face of challenges. Let us remember the most brutal events in order to honor the sacrifices that others have made so that we can have liberty and be inspired to become better. Let us use these difficult moments to reflect on our common bond as we the people. Only then can we declare victory over the greatest war of all: the war against hatred.
Throughout World War II, the First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt kept these words on a piece of paper in her pocket, which are now inscribed on a plaque at the shore of Pearl Harbor:
Dear Lord, Lest I continue, My complacent way, Help me to remember, Somehow out there, A man died for me today. As long as there be war, I then must, Ask and answer, Am I worth dying for?
Each day, as I walk to work at the Joint Typhoon Warning Center in Pearl Harbor, I am solemnly reminded of that infamous day seventy years ago. Even the outer walls of the Air Force’s 17th Operational Weather Squadron still remain scarred by bullet holes from the Japanese aircraft strafing of Hickam Air Force Base. How harrowing the experience must have been, and how sudden the face of mortality and hatred reared its ugly head.
So today, take a few minutes out of your busy schedule. Pause. And offer a silent prayer for those who have given the ultimate sacrifice so that we may be afforded the opportunity to pursue justice over vengeance, freedom over suppression, and tolerance over hatred.
And ask yourself this sacred question…
“Am I worth dying for?”

Life at Sea – Day 30
Posted on December 5, 2011
05 Dec 2011
2215 UTC
Alright, it’s official. We’ve hit the 30-day mark of living in the middle of the open ocean… and we’re all dying to return to life on land!!!
Even many of my Navy friends have said that they have never been out to sea for so long without at least some breaks in port, and the crew on this ship has similarly acknowledged the unusual length of this trip. Our ship has become a floating sociology experiment. It should be no surprise that living in close quarters with people of widely differing personalities can result in some interesting situations. Add to that the isolation of the environment and the length of time, and you get the workings of a sitcom combined with a reality TV show; think “The Office – R/V Revelle Edition.”
We’re all ready to return to our native habitat. I’ve almost forgotten what it’s like to walk on pavement, stroll through the grass, and experience all the simple pleasures of life on land. Trees… the oh so wonderful trees! How awesome it must be to see the color green again – and not on a radar screen. I am going to be such a tree hugger – literally – on our first day back in civilization. While the tourists in Phuket, Thailand are flocking to the beaches for the day, I will be perfectly content staring at the land.
I am also looking forward to a bed that (1) isn’t moving, (2) is big enough so that I can roll over without falling off, and (3) does not require me to crawl in order to avoid hitting my head on the ceiling. Faucets with water that does not spontaneously sway back and forth would be nice, and being able to go for a run without seeing the same scenery repeat itself every 15 seconds would be cool too.
I was recently told that I look pale. I suppose that’s what happens when you work the night shift on a ship, with your only exposure to the sun being at sunrise or sunset. I’ve learned to see the world through a radar screen. I know the sun is rising or setting because of a “sun spike,” an interference signature. I know what direction the ship is moving based on the relative movement of radar echoes of surrounding storms. I tell time by the large digital UTC clock by the porthole and the non-alcoholic ginger beer that is served onboard every Sunday evening as a weekly treat.
Food and supplies are beginning to dwindle. As of last week, we have no more fresh fruits or vegetables. We have been relegated to freezer food for the remainder of the voyage. One of the chefs came by my radar control room earlier tonight to ask about what I wanted to eat tomorrow, because she was out of ideas. Some of the scientists have had cravings for simple things like potato chips, and the handful of bags of Lays seaweed-flavored chips (yes, there is such a thing apparently) have flown off the snack cabinet.
Thankfully, we departed our station several days ago, and we are currently traveling east, stopping occasionally for the oceanography teams to deploy CTDs (Conductivity, Temperature, and Density sensors) that sample the ocean to depths of 1,200 meters. It’s amazing to think that over 4.5 kilometers of water exists below me as I type this. We’ve been running a sonar that collects sea floor measurements and contributes to the database that Google Earth uses for ocean topography. According to the sonar, we sailed passed an underwater mountain a couple days ago.

On Nov 30, the other DYNAMO research ship, R/V Mirai from Japan, sailed past us approximately half a degree to the west. They stopped for several hours to perform radar inter-comparison, and I was designated as the contact person to negotiate radar scans with the other ship. I suppose that as a representative of the United States during the dialogue with the Japanese vessel, I temporarily stepped foot into the realm of international “scientific diplomacy.”
Finally, the vast majority of our science team has been busy in recent days with certain age-old maritime traditions that have been passed down for centuries. My Navy and Marine Corps friends would likely sympathize with what I’m referring to. For those of you who have crossed the equator at sea…
“HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A SAILOR???”
Life at Sea – Day 20
Posted on November 25, 2011
25 Nov 2011
2000 UTC
Wow. This has been a Thanksgiving for the books! After weeks of relative peace out here, the weather has ramped up dramatically. Well, that’s a bit of an understatement. I suppose I should say…
***Mother Nature has UNLEASHED ITS FURY in the Indian Ocean.***
As I type this during a brief break in operations, we’ve been fighting sustained gale-force winds with gusts clocked to over 40 kts! Winds accelerated dramatically starting around 0800 UTC yesterday, and since then, the ship has been desperately fighting raging seas, with visual estimates of 10-12 ft swells, likely reaching 15 ft at times. With GPS and dynamic positioning glitches yesterday, the crew had to manually steer the ship with a steady forward motion into the wind to keep weight on the bow. This was to prevent us from “troughing” between wave crests… which would not have been good.
We are observing a rapid intensification of the MJO, with brisk westerly winds along the equator combining with a developing tropical cyclone (TC) just south of India. Waterspouts were sighted near the ship in recent days, indicative of increasingly convective weather. The circulation of the developing TC has grown to encompass nearly the entire North Indian Ocean, and its effects are being felt for thousands of nautical miles. The storm is heading to the northwest into the Arabian Sea at about 13 kts.

I woke up yesterday while nearly falling out of my upper bunk as the ship pitched and rolled heavily in the relentless swells. Since then, every few seconds, we experience weightlessness, followed by a loud thud of the bow crashing into the water and a period of downward pressure. Lateral rolls send us launching into walls while attempting to walk, and the ship occasionally hits a resonance frequency where the entire vessel vibrates for several seconds at a time. Staving off dizziness has become a routine chore.
I’ve always wondered what stormy seas look like, but this is absurd! The dark, roiling, turbulent ocean gives me goosebumps – not from fear, but from that tingling sense of awe at the untamed power of nature. It is that same feeling I get when observing a rotating supercell thunderstorm or witnessing a tornado. Standing on deck and watching swells as large as a house rise and fall with the horizon is surreal, and I once again realize how small I am in comparison to the undulating ocean surface rising multiple feet above my head and horizon. Storms are one of the few things that humans have yet to conquer. We can only stand back and watch in wonder.

The amount of energy that is stored in those swells battering our ship is tremendous, and yet, we are “only” in 30 to 40 kt winds. I cannot even begin to imagine what seas are like during a full-blown hurricane. No wonder tropical cyclones have held the distinguished honor of “Monster of the Sea” since the beginning of nautical lore – from the destruction of Geghis Khan’s fleet during his attempted invasions of Japan, to the obliteration of Christopher Columbus’ contingent in the West Indies, to the 700+ deaths that resulted from Admiral Halsey’s fateful encounter with Typhoon Cobra during World War II when the U.S. Navy suffered its greatest loss in history.
The Joint Typhoon Warning Center (JTWC) in Pearl Harbor, Hawaii was created in part due to Halsey’s disaster, and I have been in touch with them continuously throughout this ordeal by providing them much-needed data from our weather balloons and other scientific instruments aboard the ship. In this day and age, while we have not been able to tame the greatest of storms of Mother Nature, we can at least monitor them closely and save lives through scientific collaboration.
My responsibilities thus far have been quite daunting at times, especially when being entrusted with the title of “radar scientist” aboard the ship, but I have done my best to rise to the challenge. Without the C-band Doppler radar that I am operating, the ship would be “flying blind” with respect to storms upwind beyond the range of the shipboard radar, so I have had to respond to calls from the 2nd Mate on the bridge to produce an immediate wind gust forecast for the sake of controlling the ship against lateral drifting. When the Captain walks into my office to ask for a status update, I have to immediately produce a forecast – which is a lot of responsibility, complete with all the consequences of making a mistake. In between radar scans and monitoring the weather for the deck crew, I am also making decisions on data collection, setting radar scan angles, writing in the science log, corresponding with the PI about radar theory, and donning a rain slicker and life jacket to help launch weather balloons while braving the elements on deck. There have been many moments when I’ve been so busy that I haven’t even had time to be stressed!
As the ship continues to get battered by winds and waves, an interesting mix of birds have sought shelter here. The egrets are beginning to look weary and worn out, and some of them have actually passed out and fallen off of the ship. Much to their dismay, we are not a fishing boat, so we don’t have free food laying around. Yesterday, while going on deck, I was assaulted by a panic-stricken hawk. He was frantically trying to make sense out of his surroundings but was apparently getting as dizzy as the scientists. I never thought a bird could make a puppy face before, but this hawk put on the saddest face as I approached him, quivering by the lab entrance. There have also been owl sightings on deck. Yes, owls. We have owls. Meanwhile, we are routinely finding flying fish stranded on deck, having accidentally landed on our ship in the high winds. Other sea life that are not supposed to fly have become airborne nonetheless, and the oceanography team recently reported a squid flying horizontally out of a wave through thin air…
…and on that note, hope everyone had a good holiday! I can’t say I ever imagined I would spend Thanksgiving in the middle of an ocean with front-row seats to a developing tropical cyclone. To all my family and friends, please enjoy the dry (and stable) land for me!
Here’s to the continuing voyage…
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(IR satellite image courtesy of NCAR/EOL. Waterspout photo courtesy of Liam Neeley-Brown.)
Posted on November 19, 2011
19 Nov 2011
2300 UTC
After a brief rain shower at the start of my evening radar watch, the clouds cleared and revealed the splendor of the night sky. Like a curtain lifting before a play, the sunset-tinged clouds parted to usher in the midnight show. Being in the middle of the open ocean, with no human souls beyond the boundaries of this ship, I looked toward the horizon with the greatest sense of awe. Upon adjusting my eyes to the moonless night, infinite constellations appeared before me – Taurus to the north, standing watch over Orion, flanked by Aries and Perseus. From horizon to horizon, sweeping across the sky was the Milky Way, our home, interrupted only by iridescent meteors shooting through the darkness of night. Between Pegasus astride in the western sky and Triangulum standing stately ahead, I catch a faint glimmer of Andromeda, a magnificent spiral galaxy two million light years away.
The calm of the night was invigorating. The tranquil waters below reflected a stillness of mind. The vast expanse of the ocean ahead begged the adventurous spirit. The boundless universe above challenged the ego. As I gazed into the distance, I was reminded of the words of the late professor Carl Sagan, who spoke about the earth in a photo that was taken of our planet by the Voyager spacecraft as it journeyed through our solar system:
…That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever lived, lived out their lives. The aggregate of all our joys and sufferings, thousands of confident religions, ideologies and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilizations, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every hopeful child, every mother and father, every inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every superstar, every supreme leader, every saint and sinner in the history of our species, lived there on a mote of dust, suspended in a sunbeam.
The earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that in glory and in triumph they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of the dot on scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner of the dot. How frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity – in all this vastness – there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves. It is up to us.
It’s been said that astronomy is a humbling, and I might add, a character-building experience. To my mind, there is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly and compassionately with one another and to preserve and cherish that pale blue dot, the only home we’ve ever known.
Tonight, as I peered into the distance and looked into the past, under the watchful spiral of Andromeda, I was left to ponder the state of our world. Anger, greed, and hatred are all too prevalent. Even fighting for what is right or supporting a worthy cause, if done in anger, will never lead to peace. We spend countless hours of our lives fretting over our inconveniences, bragging about our achievements, judging others instead of ourselves, and arguing with our loved ones because of our habitual clinging to our imagined self-importance. We are like “someone who fails to see a boundless ocean a hundred thousand miles across and is aware only of a single floating bubble,” as the great ancient Indian philosopher, the Buddha, once admonished in the Surangama Sutra, spoken from along the northern shores of this very ocean. We “see that bubble floating there and think it is the vast tide that surges toward the farthest branches of the sea.” We think the smallest of things are the biggest of problems. We amplify frustrations by losing ourselves in negative emotion. We dig a hole and never realize that we are sinking with each breath. In this confusion, in this box that we draw around ourselves and our lives, we live out our limited days. Ignorant, arrogant, and close-minded, we as a human race continue to cheat, to wrong, and to defraud each other day in and day out, not realizing the futility of our ways. We think that how “I” view the world is ultimately correct, never stopping for a second to ponder, “What is the reality beyond my personal bias?”
Tonight, while listening to the ripples on the sea, I heard the wisdom of nature.
Tonight, while looking into the boundless universe, I discovered perspective.
Tonight, while witnessing the ephemeral flash of the shooting star, I saw myself.
Alas, no words can possibly describe the lessons of life, as there are no words to describe the vastness of the night sky. The Buddha once said of our attempts at discriminating and judging the world at large, “…why have you resorted to terms used in the reckless fabrications of worldly discourse? You might as well try to seize a handful of space. However much you weary yourself in the attempt, space will forever elude your grasp.” Indeed, these words of wisdom spoken some 2,500 years ago near the shores of this Indian Ocean still ring true to this day.
Posted on November 18, 2011
18 Nov 2011
2300 UTC
After waking up this “morning” (well, morning for me, but late afternoon for everyone else) at 1630 and after the completion of the daily science meeting, I went on deck to get some much-needed sun when I came upon an unexpected sight…
BIRDS!!
There were flocks of egrets flying along the horizon, and several of them were lounging on various structures on our ship. I can’t remember the last time I witnessed emotion coming from wild birds, but I could definitely see the exhaustion in the eyes of these egrets. They were spent! They just stood there, hunched over, with not a care in the world. I could have approached them, and they would not have budged. Although, they are apparently VERY afraid of weather balloons. We launch them every 3 hours from the deck of the ship, and there is an exodus of birds from our deck each time… before they return again once the deck is clear. Somehow, the birds have decided to fly hundreds of miles away form any major land, possibly in pursuit of fish, only to realize that they have no place to land – literally.
Speaking of fish…
After sunset each night, because of the light at the stern of the ship that illuminates one of our oceanographic instruments, small fish come up near the surface to eat the algae and other debris from the hull of the ship. A short time later, larger fish and squid show up to eat the smaller fish. Then, the tuna come around to eat the larger fish and squid. Meanwhile, the bright blue/green mahi mahi come swimming by to get their fair share. Some of the poor fish getting eaten are actually flying fish, so as the tuna chase after them, they extend their wings, fly out of the water, flap around for a few seconds, only to land in more dangerous territory below the ocean surface. And tonight, SHARKS decided to join the fray. So pretty soon, there was an all-out, no-holds-barred, merciless feeding frenzy behind the stern of the ship!! Several of the scientists gathered on deck, and we watched in awe as the tuna and mahi mahi charged at the smaller fish, splashing, and jumping all over the place. Out of pity, we started cheering for the flying fish. The water out here has been very clear, so we could see the massacre happening from above.
“He’s coming! HE’s coming!! GO! GO! GO!!!!!” we would all yell at a flying fish as a tuna started charging at it.
Who needs ESPN out here? Just cheering and yelling at the ocean was enough excitement for one night.
Posted on November 16, 2011
16 Nov 2011
2030 UTC
Since my last blog update, we have had two unexpected pirate alarms. A mysterious vessel, which the crew had reason to believe may have originated from the Persian Gulf region, approached us from the starboard side of the ship. After crossing the bow with no radio contact, it turned and headed straight for us. The Captain immediately hit the general alarm aboard the ship. It’s not every day do you wake up to, “MAN YOUR PIRATE STATIONS!!…. this is NOT a drill!!” baring across the loudspeakers. I’m a deep sleeper, and yet, I jumped out of my bunk as if my pants were on fire.
After following our safety protocols to the tee, the vessel turned away but remained nearby. A couple days later, we were greeted by another pirate alarm, but the vessel raised a white flag in an attempt to communicate. In all likelihood, it was nothing more than an innocent fishing boat trying to harvest the fish that were attracted to the light from our oceanographic buoy. Everything is okay. But safety on the high seas in this remote part of the world is no laughing matter, so we have to remain vigilant.
We are now well into the second week of our operations at sea, and both the crew and science team are falling into a steady routine. I have finally started to get used to my 12-hour overnight radar watch. The first few days were rough, adjusting to the time and to the lack of human interaction overnight. But since then, I have connected with the few other poor souls on the ship who also have to work overnights. Since a standard mess hall meal isn’t served in the middle of the night, I am relegated to scavenge for food in the fridge. I typically eat a combination of leftovers and cereal for my midnight lunch.
So far, it feels like I have been out here for months, rather than just 11 days. But during each individual shift, the hours go by really quickly. Having to analyze every 10-minute radar scan and re-program it for a target storm several times each hour, I am keeping pretty busy at the radar screen! Minutes and hours fly by when I am working.
My daily routine involves waking up for our daily science meetings with the Chief Scientist at 1630 local time. As one of only a few meteorologists on the ship, I have been called to help with weather briefings to discuss what weather we should be expecting in the coming days to weeks. It has been rather quiet out here, but that should change in the coming weeks as the MJO heats up by the end of the month (hopefully). After dinner, I start my shift at 1800, which lasts until 0600 the following morning. Working the night shift, I rarely get to see the sun, so I at least try to catch a sunrise or sunset whenever I can.
On some days, I feel like we are living a lifestyle akin to astronauts staying at the International Space Station. Being days away from any landmass and being without normal internet connectivity, we are isolated from the rest of the world both physically and technologically. But at the same time, having a set schedule with no pressing concerns or distractions beyond the boundaries of the ship is somewhat liberating. (We’ll see if I still feel that way in a couple more weeks!)
A few days ago, a NOAA P-3 aircraft flew by us to conduct aerial data collection for DYNAMO. On their passage, they took some aerial photos of our ship and likely scared the living daylights out of the fishing vessel floating near us at the time. Now the vessel knows we mean business!
The NOAA P-3 that performed fly-bys around us (photo courtesy of Derek Coffman):

Our ship as viewed from the NOAA P-3. I control the radar in the big white dome on top of the mast (photos courtesy of Dr. Djamal Khelif):

Yup, it’s a great big ocean out there!

Posted on November 10, 2011
10 Nov 2011
1645 UTC
After a long flight from Honolulu, Hawaii to Phuket, Thailand with a brief layover in Seoul, Korea, I arrived at midnight in the deep tropics – fully jet lagged. I waited a couple hours at the airport to meet Liz, my fellow radar scientist from Colorado State University, before getting shuttled to the Radisson Blu Panwa. The luxury hotel along the beach (reimbursable, of course) was a great way to spend the last few days on land before braving the elements on the high seas. After a day of training aboard the R/V Roger Revelle that was docked at the port, Liz and I took advantage of our final days of freedom by snorkeling, taking a tour of the beautiful Phi Phi Islands by speedboat, eating the best Indian and Thai food known to man, petting elephants, and going to the “Big Buddha” monastery in Phuket. Oh yeah, and I ordered fresh coconut drink whenever I had the opportunity… only 70 Baht for the green, natural goodness from a tropical tree!
On Sunday morning at 1000, Liz and I were shuttled to the port to board the R/V Revelle, our new home for the next 5 weeks. As I walked up the gangway, lugging my Marine Corps sea bag that was given to me by my friend in the Marines who knew about the intricacies of life at sea, the reality of the epic adventure that I was about to begin slowly sank in. I turned in my passport to the 3rd Mate who met me on deck, and I proceeded to a scavenger hunt to find my room – or “berth” as they call it in ship lingo. I soon found out that life on a ship involves learning a new set of vocabulary: “muster” instead of “meet,” “gangway” instead of “ramp,” “mess hall” instead of “dining room,” “chow” instead of “food,” and “scullery” instead of “kitchen sink.”
At 1500 that Sunday afternoon, the bow and stern lines were released, and one long horn blasts followed by three shorter ones announced our departure as we pulled away from shore. Anchors aweigh!
Life on the high seas has been an adventure! I quickly learned to appreciate the finer things in life, like being able to walk down a hallway without running into the walls… or being able to get into and out of bed without having to crawl through only a few inches of space between the bunk and the ceiling. The constant swaying and rocking of the ship as it rides the ocean swells definitely poses some challenges, and I am currently typing this while attempting now to fall off my chair. The seemingly synchronized drunkenness of all the scientists and crew onboard as they try to stay balanced while going about their duties is rather amusing. Doors have to be latched open or closed and locked, to prevent any fingers from getting smashed. Laptops, chairs, and other furniture items have to be bolted and secured. A ping pong table is set up in the main science lab, which makes for some interesting games when the ball decides to have a life of its own in mid-air! Thankfully, I grew my “sea legs” rather quickly and have not suffered any sea sickness. Others have not been quite so fortunate.
With the exception of the chief scientist and the members of the crew who are higher up on the totem pole, most of us live in shared bunks. There are limited laundry facilities on board, and fresh water comes from the desalinators on the ship. “Navy showers” are required to conserve water, and we have to incinerate any non-biodegradable trash. Internet access is extremely limited, and external websites are blocked to save bandwidth. Only an e-mail client works on my laptop, so my only connection with the outside world is through e-mail on a spotty internet connection. If there are any notable news items about the status of the world at large… e-mail me!! Food, thankfully, is remarkably good. We have an excellent pair of chefs onboard, and how they can whip up some great meals while on the fly is amazing to me. There is plenty of variety, including fresh tropical fruits during breakfast.
Although the team of scientists are responsible for their own data collection tasks, I have made an effort to learn about their instruments and unique backgrounds. Living in close quarters with people from all over the country provides plenty of entertainment! I have also gotten to know some members of the crew, all of whom have awesome personalities! A camaraderie similar to that of soldiers or firefighters battling the elements is characteristic of the crew. It is apparent that they have “roughed it” together, and they each understand their responsibilities for themselves and each other. As Matt, the 3rd Mate, said to me on day 1, “communication is key while at sea!” Every person understands his job and responsibilities, and a failure of one person is a failure for the entire group. The Captain and the Chief Engineer (or “Chief,” for short) act like best friends, and they have their designated spots in the mess hall. They eat together and solve problems together. And you are never… NEVER… allowed to take their favorite seats while eating. They are both very friendly, but also make it known when they need time to themselves to take care of their duties as the leaders of this ship. The Captain has the final say in all matters.
As radar scientist, I am in charge of not only the scientific tasks of collecting data on storm structure within 300 km of the ship, but also alerting the bridge to any approaching storms or significant wind shifts while on station. So far, the ship has been in transit to our undisclosed location in the Indian Ocean, so the science team – particularly the oceanographers – has not started full operations. I’ve spent time on the bridge with the Chief Mate and the 3rd Mate, who explained the intricacies of their job standing watch in command of the ship. They work 4 hours on, 8 hours off, 4 hours on, 8 hours off each day. During their off hours, they have other duties around the ship, such as director of operations (Chief Mate), navigation (2nd Mate), and firefighting/safety equipment maintenance (3rd Mate). Safety is a big concern, since being several days away from medical attention inflates the severity of any incident that may occur. At night, we need to get permission from the bridge in order to turn on any white lights on the deck. All operations at night must use red lights so that the person driving the ship can maintain situational awareness of any ships on the horizon that may be dark. Pirates are a huge concern out here, given certain incidents and close-calls in the past. We performed several drills that involved donning gumby suits and simulating man-overboard and abandon-ship procedures with the life rafts. Pirate drills will be performed next week. In case anything happens, a black box records all conversations in the bridge for up to 24 hours.
I was given the go-ahead from the 2nd Mate to start radar operations about 33 hours into the trip when we entered international waters. Since then, I’ve been assigned to work the midnight shift, serving from 1800 to 0600 local time (1200 UTC to 0000 UTC). I am still physically adjusting to these strange hours, so I have been getting pretty tired halfway through my shifts around midnight! The night shift is of course quieter, but there are a handful of other young scientists working similar hours who drop in to visit and break the monotony of my radar scans. I helped Tim, an NCAR technician, launch weather balloons at 1800 UTC the last two nights… my first-ever weather balloon launches!
Overall, I am really enjoying life at sea! Getting used to it has been an adventure in itself, and although I don’t have much free time outside of working (setting radar scans every 10 minutes for 12 hours straight), sleeping, and eating, I’m looking forward to getting to know more of the other scientists and crew members as we continue underway. The sunsets out here are awesome, and seeing the wide expanse of ocean passing under us from the deck or the bridge is such a surreal experience!
To read my daily shift change summaries, click on any of the time links under “TOGA operations summary” here:
http://catalog1.eol.ucar.edu/cgi-bin/dynamo/report/index
The R/V Revelle at port in Phuket:

My radar office:

Awesome sunset over the Indian Ocean as seen from the bridge:

DYNAMO
Posted on November 1, 2011
A year and a half ago, as I traveled across the rolling prairies of Oklahoma and Kansas in search of tornadoes during the VORTEX2 field experiment, I would not have guessed that my meteorological adventures would soon take me to the equatorial Indian Ocean. In just a few hours, I will be boarding my flight to Phuket, Thailand, with a brief layover in Seoul, South Korea, to begin my scientific data-gathering adventure that will involve land, air, and sea. I will be serving as a radar scientist aboard the R/V Roger Revelle as part of the international field experiment called DYNAMO, which is short for the “Dynamics of the Madden-Julian Oscillation (http://www.eol.ucar.edu/projects/dynamo/).”
The Madden-Julian Oscillation (MJO) is a weather phenomena that routinely affects the global atmospheric circulation on monthly timescales, consisting of a large mass of thunderstorms that develops near the equatorial Indian Ocean and eastern Africa. These storms progress eastward, and the MJO is manifested as a global anomalous circulation that affects weather all around the globe (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MJO). But how and why do these storms initiate over that part of the world? What are the conditions that cause such a periodic event to happen? Is there anything special about the convection that is found over the equatorial Indian Ocean during an active MJO phase? What are the mechanisms that allow the MJO to influence weather around the world? DYNAMO will help shed light on the mystery that surrounds the MJO.
Teams of scientists from all over the world have convened in the equatorial Indian Ocean, with air, land, and sea instruments being deployed simultaneously to collect much-needed data. I will be joining the Colorado State University crew aboard the R/V Roger Revelle, which is a world-class research ship run by the Scripps Institute of Oceanography and owned by the U.S. Navy (http://shipsked.ucsd.edu/ships/roger_revelle/photos.php). Shipboard assignments are divided into 5 week periods, and my shift beginning this week will be the 3rd cruise of this project.
I will try to write periodic updates on this blog to describe the progress of my adventures at sea, but given the limited internet bandwidth while aboard the ship, updates may only be sporadic. But for those who are interested, publicly available real-time data from DYNAMO will be streamed on various websites (http://johnson.atmos.colostate.edu/dynamo/products/satellite/index.php), and the TOGA radar that I will be operating will transmit an image every 30 minutes via the internet (http://radarmet.atmos.colostate.edu/dynamo/). Live photos from the Revelle can be found here (http://rtapps.ucsd.edu/hiseasnet/rtship/index.php?ship=revelle) and here (http://rtapps.ucsd.edu/rtimbank/rtimbank.php?camera=SIO_Revelle_Axis3).

 Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts book launch is today – December 3, 2011!
I vowed I would never cut my waist-length hair until I was a published book author. Now, I am half-way to checking this long-standing wish off my bucket list. My essay, Heartland, is included in the anthology, Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts, and I am excited to be part of the community of Asian Americans who are making their mark in our culture and allowing their fresh, authentic voices to be heard.
 Mai Xuan Bui
The opportunity appeared out of the blue when I received an email from Mai Xuan Bui, Editor-in-Chief of 13 Minutes Magazine published by Access Group Media, Inc. After reading a link I had posted on Facebook, Mai invited me to participate in a special book project. Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts is Mai’s labor of love three years in the making. As it turned out, Mai previously lived in and attended college in my home state of Oklahoma so there was an instant connection. The book’s website stood out for its high production values and for the writers the site beautifully showcases. I was immediately welcomed into the family of prominent and emerging talent in the fields of literature, the arts, culture, and entertainment.
The book launch is this evening with a full capacity crowd in the hundreds. I am at home in Oklahoma instead of in Southern California as initially planned, due to a scheduling conflict. However, I felt that coordinating Mai’s showcase on Strange Tango: Life as Art was a way for me to affirm that I am there in spirit. Mai graciously answered five questions that could be shared with a worldwide readership. At a time when cynicism appears to prevail in our world, it is truly a revelation to discover the upbeat and enlightening thoughts shared in this inspirational work.
1. What is your inspiration for Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts?
“My deep desire to encourage people to write, to share their heartfelt stories that would have been, otherwise, untold inspires me to create this forum. But what fuels this passion has always been my belief that, no matter what the circumstances are, writing reminds us that there is always hope and laughter and the promise of the new dawn. The expression of thoughts in ink helps us look beyond ourselves for the answers we’ve been searching for.
It is also my sincere hope that Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts will provide our readers life accounts that help reintroduce hope, bring back encouragement, and lift their sprits.”
2. What are your background and your philosophy in life?
“I’ve found this question difficult to answer because it requires a reconstruction of the years I’ve lived. We are who we are because of a series of events in our lives. Within the constraints of this interview, I would have to say that the death of my Mom – six months after my Dad had unexpectedly passed away – has shaped me into the person I am. Life is short so work hard and play fair. Love the ones that love you and tell them so. Seek forgiveness and forgive those who hurt you. The rest, let God take over.”
3. How does this philosophy manifest in your creative projects?
“Publishing a book is like running an endless marathon. Just when you thought you’d finished the course, you found that there’re more hills to climb. But as long as you have friends and loved ones who believe in you more than you do yourself and encourage you to continue on, you’ll reach the finish line. Along the way, you’ll thank God for his blessings and for the friends that he puts in your life.”
4. What you do envision for the future?
“We’ll rest and enjoy the fruit of our labour for a few weeks, then we’ll begin to plan for our next book, Miso for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts scheduled to release in 2012. But before we roll up our sleeves for the second book of the Melting Pot of Thoughts series, we will need to address questions like ‘How do we improve?’ ‘What do our readers want more and less?’ ‘What kind of supports do our writers need?’ and so forth. While we are pleased and hope the readers feel the same about our anthology, we cannot be complacent.
Looking beyond 2012, Kimchie for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts is due in 2013. Somewhere in between, we may work on a ‘Special Edition’ – something light hearted. I’m excited about the lineup.”
5. Is there anything important you would like to add?
“Words sometimes get in the way and this is one of those moments. I cannot adequately express how grateful I am to the fifty-six writers whose stories bring us tears, laughter, and hope. Their words also remind us that, in the end, love conquers all. I am also blessed to work with the most dedicated supporting staff – my unsung heroes. The Access Group Media, Inc., the book designer, the editors have been working tirelessly to produce a beautiful anthology we’ll be proud of. Last but never least, it’s you the readers that give us the lifeline to go on. Thank you!
Gratefulness aside, I just want to return to the main reason why A Melting Pot of Thoughts exists. This is our home where words free us and connect us with others. I’d be delighted and honored for the privilege of reading your stories, your comments, and feedback.”
Pho for Life: A Melting Pot of Thoughts will be available on multiple platforms, including through Amazon.com.
The Bunny Barn
Our Life with Rabbits: a Work in Progress
a book by Mary Ciara, Rohan, and Piere Mariano
Dedicated to our family―including our extended military family,
friends, and bunnies. We love you!
To keep her mind off of missing her deployed daddy in Iraq, “Lulu” asked her mom if they could write a chapter book together… not a poem, not a short story, a chapter book. They wrote the first chapters for young kids, the middle chapters for older kids, and the last chapters for mommies. Daddy read the stories to his troops in Iraq and we shared the stories with military families who have had to deal with deployment. It is a kid’s way of serving those who serve our country.
 Five sandy-haired rabbits and Violet
Chapter One: The Promise
Born in a rabbit hutch, located within a barn in Germany, Cotton Puff was the eldest and biggest of five sandy-haired bunnies. Theirs was the largest brood of their mother, Violet, a petite, chinchilla rabbit with small upright ears. She usually only gave birth to one or two at a time. His father, Cesar, was a large, regal, lopped eared rabbit, concerned with his responsibilities of ruling the roost. He had important things to do such as guarding the barn from intruders, and shifting his hay from one stack to another.
Violet delighted in having a rambunctious group of baby bunnies. Some of the five had lopped ears; some had upright ears; and some like Puffy had one ear up and one ear down. The fact is, Violet was so proud of her babies, she spoiled them rotten! If they wanted milk she would allow each of them to suckle to their fill. When they finished, the babies crawled all over her. Violet would have a tiny foot on her nose, and another on her tail. During nap times they would nestle so close to her that she thought it was a miracle she didn’t suffocate. She taught them all that she knew from how to wash their fur, how to eat the right things, and how to open the latch on the hutch. She even taught them how to jump over the fence that enclosed them.
 Puffy, one ear up and one ear down.
The five little bunnies grew and grew until it came time for them to go off on their own. Flo and Mo went to a fun family with lots of kids. Queenie and King went to a darling family with a sweet baby girl and a little boy. They had the good fortune of being placed in loving homes. Meanwhile Puffy worried, “What will become of me? I miss my brothers and sisters, and mommy is going back into the barn to stay with dad.” Puffy pondered his situation. Then from the corner of his eye he saw a pretty girl of about 10 years old. She had gentle, healing, hands; her father told her that she had the hands of a surgeon. These hands calmly picked up Puffy. Then he heard a sweet voice whisper in his velvety ear, “I love you Puffy; I’ll be your friend forever.” That is how the two friends sealed their promise, with a whisper and a hug.
Chapter 2: Lulu
Lulu was Lulu was Lulu! That was the best way to describe such an original girl. Her mom said she was a good girl, but she was a challenge. She tended to be a bit lazy and sometimes would daydream and loose her focus. Her mom thought that having a pet would help her become more responsible. She told Lulu, “I’m not going to feed the bunny nor clean his cage. That is something you have to do if you really love your bunny.” And love her bunny she did!
There was an instant trust between the two. Puffy would allow Lulu to hold him with his stomach exposed while he stretched his back. There he would stay extended between her two hands while Lulu would rub his nose with her chin. It looked strange but the two trusted each other; she trusted her chin to him, and he trusted his tummy to her.
The two were inseparable. Puffy was always secreted away in Lulu’s purse, or inside a jacket. Her mom would always ask her, “What is that moving in your pocket? Go wash up and prepare for dinner… by the way, take Puffy out of your pocket and back into his cage so he can eat too.” The two did not take separation easily, but mom drew the line at bringing Puffy to bed at night.
 Puffy, the Yoga Zen bunny...trust
Chapter 3: The Adventures of Puffy and Lulu
Word got out that a little bunny could balance between two hands while having his nose stroked. All the kids in the neighborhood came to see this peculiar sight. They were not disappointed. The kids soon gave Puffy the nickname Yoga Zen Bunny because of his ability to relax in awkward positions. The little girls in the neighborhood loved to play with Puffy. He was always accommodating, whether it was suffering the indignities of having to be dressed in a pink dress, being pushed around the neighborhood in a baby carriage, or being poked and prodded by Lulu’s baby brother, ZoZo. The boys in the neighborhood would taunt Lulu and her friends as they pushed their “live doll” around in a baby carriage. They would cajole the girls by saying, “That sure is a weird looking furry baby, are you sure it’s a baby?” (Yucky boys… Who needs ‘em!)
Puffy wouldn’t mind these taunts because they happened on the way to the house of Opa, the grandpa of one of Lulu’s friends. Opa’s house had an enclosed field with lots of grass and flowers in which to frolic. The girls would chase after Puffy while he pretended to run away. He would always let them catch him. Sometimes they would balance him on their shoulders and heads. The girls filled the quiet neighborhood with their exuberant giggles and shouts of joy as they played with Puffy. But once the bell tower chimed 7 o’clock, the fun had to stop as the friends had to go home, and Puffy would once again go back in his cage.
 “What a furry baby!”
Chapter 4: Where Does Lulu Go?
As mentioned earlier, Puffy did not take to being separated from Lulu easily. At night time and for many hours during the day Lulu disappeared. Puffy was desperate to find out where she was. Then he remembered the skills that his mom taught him in the barn: how to open latches and jump over enclosures. Currently, Puffy lived in a rabbit cage with many fun distractions such as tunnels, toys, hay, grass, salt licks, and all the food, treats, and water he could possibly want. The cage was located in Lulu’s house in the green room with lots of plants and windows. The green room was formerly an indoor swimming pool; it now housed rabbits, plants, and out of season storage.
Puffy shared the green room with his brother, Jet, from another brood of his parents. Jet had black silky hair and was much older and wiser. He was the bunny of Lulu’s mommy. Like his father, Jet had a regal and reserved personality. He loved to be stroked calmly between the ears and he refused the indignities that Lulu and her friends foisted upon Puffy. He did however like to go to Opa’s house so he could eat the green grass. Unlike Puffy, he would not make it easy for the girls to catch him and he nibbled them when they tried to balance him on their shoulders.
When Puffy told Jet of his idea to go looking for Lulu, Jet scoffed, “Can’t you be patient? You know she will come and play with you. Why aren’t you satisfied with your comfy cage with many fun distractions?” Jet then reminded him of a story that his father Cesar had told them in the barn.
Chapter 5: Violet and Cesar in the Old Days
Before mom and dad had the responsibilities of taking care of their broods, the barn, and the hay stacks, they used to be rather silly bunnies. Even Cesar would frolic and jump over Violet while playing in the sun filled grassy lawn. They had lived in the rabbit hutch placed within a covered patio in the back yard. Although it was in the middle of July and the sun was at its midday peak, Cesar wanted to go play in the lawn and did not want to wait for Lulu’s mom to supervise them. He asked his clever wife if she could pick the lock of the hutch. She answered, “You know I can, but it is too hot to go outside and we shouldn’t go out of our hutch without supervision. What if a dog, hawk, or fox catches us?”
Cesar considered the advice, but the expanse of the green, sunny lawn, enticed him. He reasoned that they could run back into the hutch if endangered. What he hadn’t realized was that the hutch was placed on top of a long table so that predators could not get to them. When Violet opened the latch they had a long fall and they landed… Ker plop! “My oh my! That was a long fall!” they both exclaimed. Jump as they may, they could not hop back into the hutch. Paralyzed with fear, Violet immediately ran behind a compost bin and there she stayed not moving a muscle. Cesar on the other hand embraced his so called freedom and hopped from one blade of grass to another, one clover bud to another, one dandelion to another, until he didn’t know where he was. He called for Violet but she was nowhere to be seen. Cesar was scared and lonely, so much for his so called freedom. He thought he saw his family, but upon closer inspection they were not and he would run away from the people in fear.
 Cesar and Violet in the old days…young bunny love
Chapter 6: Lost Bunnies
Back at the house, the family and all their friends were frantically looking for the lost bunnies. Their friends, Rufus and Petunia, were especially helpful as they used to live in the house and they knew all the secret hiding places. Rufus was a retired veterinarian and had the unique ability to think like an animal. He surveyed the yard and said, “If I were a bunny, I’d hide behind either the compost bin or the wood pile.” Sure enough Rufus moved the compost bin and found Violet hiding between the bin and the fence. They went to the wood pile and carefully moved each log one by one. But alas, unbeknownst to them Cesar was far away, up the steep hill in a pasture.
Determined to find Cesar, Lulu’s dad put on his rubber boots and jacket and proceeded to introduce himself to all the surrounding neighbors and ask if he could look for the missing rabbit in the thickets and back brush of their yards. It was quite a feat considering Lulu’s dad did not speak German and not all of their neighbors understood English. In fractured German, Lulu’s mom created a “Lost Flyer” with a picture of Cesar which she passed out to neighbors and posted on garage doors. That is how Lulu’s Asian American family got to meet their German friends in the neighborhood.
Three days passed and no Cesar, the family began to feel disheartened. Every day their teenaged friend Isa, who had initially raised Violet, came to help look for the lost bunny as did Rufus and Petunia. Then a friend from up the hill rang the doorbell and said he saw what looked like a tame bunny come out to look at people, but he would run away when people approached. Immediately, Lulu’s family went to the top of the hill to search for the bunny, but it was during the heat of the day, so no bunny appeared. Again at twilight the family went up the hill, this time with Violet. They searched and searched with Violet in hand.
When the family decided it was too dark to keep looking they went back to the car. Lulu’s mom persisted in the search and thought she would look beyond the houses to the pastures going out to the wheat fields. As she walked and called his name, she heard a rustle in the grass and Cesar poked his head out of tall weeds. He bounded to Lulu’s mom and into her arms. He looked into her eyes and made her understand that freedom is not freedom without the ones you love.
As a postscript to this story, our friend Rufus decided that the old horse barn and its huge stalls should be converted for rabbits. He spent many hot summer days refurbishing the barn. When Isa, the former owner of Violet, came to visit, she was surprised when she opened the door of the stall. Instead of a horse thundering out of the stall, cute tiny rabbits quietly thumped from behind the door. “What luxury accommodations!” she exclaimed. And that was the story behind how the bunnies ended up with their own barn.
 The Bunny Barn
Chapter 7: A Lesson Not Learned
Despite Jet’s retelling of their father’s story and his sound reasoning, Puffy decided to use his lock picking and jumping skills to escape from his cage. His logic behind the escape was that he was leaving his cage to search for his friend and find out what she did for many hours of the day. The first place he looked was within the geraniums that had been brought in over the winter. Their bright red blossoms reminded him of the delicious apple slices that Lulu would offer him. However, when he smelled them, they did not smell like something his mom had taught him was edible. Lulu was not hiding in the geraniums. Next he decided to search in the toys that were strewn throughout the room: ZoZo’s fire truck, a croquet set, and even the baby carriage used for the walks to Opa’s house. Still, no Lulu. Lastly, he decided to check the storage area where out of season items were stored. The boxes were dusty and in a dark corner of the room.
Puffy would do anything to be with his friend, so he braved his reservations and hopped off to the dark corner. Long-legged spiders greeted him and invited him to step closer to their webs. “Oh no, thank you,” he replied, trying to be polite. Just as he was digging through a box of Christmas ornaments, an opened box of old papers came tumbling down on top of him. The papers floated everywhere. “It’s a good thing the papers were not heavy,” he thought, “That was a close call!” At that he bounced away back to his cage and realized how comfy and safe his cage looked. He was getting hungry and all his delightful snacks were just out of his reach. He said to Jet, “Oh why did I not listen to you. Jumping out of a cage is so much easier than hopping back into one.”
Puffy received no reply from his brother, who pretended to be asleep. Jet felt Puffy had learned his lesson and he didn’t want him to feel worse by saying, “I told you so.” Puffy sat quietly by his cage wishing he were inside. A few hours later, he saw the door handle twist and in stepped Lulu. He bounded towards her as she engulfed him in her arms. Lulu exclaimed, “Why Puffy, what are you doing out of your cage?” The answer to that remains our little secret…
Chapter 8: Moving Stacks of Hay
It must be difficult for friends to watch and give advice, and still have silly mistakes happen. Likewise, it must be a source of pride for friends when slowly but surely one develops into a bunny farmer. Between our friends, we must have had 300 years of specific bunny raising experience, not to mention Rufus, the retired veterinarian, who was beloved in this farming region. His wife Petunia along with her daughter Kris had raised over 100 angora rabbits and collected their fur for fabric. They aided us in choosing the rabbits and finding the lost rabbits. In addition, they converted the barn into luxury bunny condos and gave advice about general bunny health. Our friends, Niki, her husband Jay, and their son Eli also had lots of bunny experience. Being close neighbors they regularly helped with and watched over the bunnies. Niki grew up helping her family on a farm which raised large animals as well as bunnies. Yes, rabbits are used for food, especially in Europe. On a farm, pet bunnies had names, and other bunnies… well, didn’t. Niki would say, “It is a fact of life, but one had to respect both types of bunnies and raise them as well as possible.” One day Niki had had enough of our urban bunny raising techniques; not only were our weekly, plastic wrapped, pet store supplies expensive, they were also not the best quality.
Niki said, “My friend is a farmer who has hay and grass, I’ll get a winter supply and bring it over.” Bring it over she did, with Jay and Eli in a big farm cart pulled by a truck. The hay filled a quarter of the barn all the way up to the ceiling. When we filled the stalls with hay, the bunnies were in heaven. Fresh hay, lots of room… they did their usual delightful frolic. Bunnies love to shift hay into different stacks and mountains. They create tunnels and like to keep busy moving their stacks of hay. It is fun to watch, like a work of art. Everyday we’d like to see what type of Monet haystack our artistic geniuses had created. Everything seemed perfect, or so we thought.
Being farming novices, we cleaned out all the hay in the barns on a bi-weekly basis, not just the soiled hay as what any knowledgeable farmer does. Because it was winter, we also placed double the amount of hay into the stalls so the bunnies would stay warm. We didn’t think that bunnies develop a thick coat in winter and that with the added bonus of having them in a barn, in a rabbit hutch, with double the amount of hay, we were really over doing it. Soon we filled the compost bin, then the far off area of the yard, then half of the yard with the apple orchard. Our neighbors were not happy with the growing mountains of rabbit refuse. We would remind people that rabbits are vegetarians, their refuse is compostable! We didn’t convince anyone. It still stank!
Outside of refuse problems, double hay creates problems because bunnies make tunnels, where they hide things, like babies. Violet had pretended to be pregnant many times with no babies; it was hard to tell if it was the real thing. One day while Mommy pitched refuse hay into a wheelbarrow to transfer into the yard, a dead newborn baby bunny appeared on top of the hay. All the worst fears popped into her head. Had she disturbed the nest with the pitch fork? Had she stepped on top of the nest hidden in a tunnel under the hay? Where’s the nest? Where are the other bunnies? It was the middle of winter; she thought that bunnies didn’t give birth in winter. Crying, Mommy ran out into the snow covered yard and proceeded to frantically go through the recent refuse piles with her hands searching for baby bunnies. She found none. Back at the barn she knew that no one could walk on the double hay because the weight could crush a nest.
Again Rufus, Petunia, and Isa came over with their unique bunny thinking skills, to help find the nest. They tiptoed over the hay and looked in likely spots. Isa found a nest, but it was not prepared properly. She said it happens sometimes and perhaps the baby bunny also had a problem and that is why Violet deposited it on top of the hay while Mommy was cleaning. Perhaps… but one never knows. Petunia reminded us to leave the hay alone, if there were bunnies in a few weeks we’d see them hopping about. In the winter, no baby bunnies appeared. During Easter, in the rabbit hutch, in a nest box, Violet matured as a mother and produced two beautiful baby bunnies. Just as it should be.
The weather warmed and the smell of the refuse piles started to rise. Being novices, we did not know that hay takes forever to decompose even with compost activators. Pointing to the compost mountains which were now taking up half of the apple orchard, our friend Niki said, “You have to do something about your bunny refuse; we’ll help you.” So back came the farmer’s cart and truck. This time we proceeded to fill it with soiled hay. It took a few trips and unfortunately an umleitung hampered the way to the community compost fields, so Jay had to suffer the stench as he drove the truck. But, our neighbors were happy again. In the fall, Rufus and Petunia helped with the soiled hay. We are blessed with dear friends who truly love animals, and despite the bunny hay problems, are still our friends.
 Bunny Monet haystacks and tunnels
Chapter 9: A Problem with Math
Lulu was having a problem in school. She is a science girl who loves nature, art, design, and words. She did not however love math, which was ironic. Beyond the practical application of counting things, she found math tedious and uninspiring. Lulu’s mom reminded her that math allowed one to appreciate and calculate the great design in nature. “Huh?” was Lulu’s deadpan response. “The only thing I like about math right now are the School House Rock songs I’m learning to memorize my multiplication tables.”
Her mom replied, “Do you not know that your beloved bunnies can teach you a thing or two about math and statistics, as well as design?” The Italian mathematician, Fibonacci used rabbits to explain math sequences seen in nature. For instance how does one calculate how many pairs of rabbits can be produced in a year from an initial pair of rabbits? It is a simple addition sequence observed by adding the previous two numbers. 0,1,… 0+1=1,… 1+1=2,… 2+1=3,… 3+2=5,… 5+3=8,… 8+5=13,… Given ample food, water, territory, and no disease, in short you would have a population explosion. Violet and Cesar had personally demonstrated this fact to us in the barn: false pregnancies, singleton broods, twin broods, trio broods and then this last brood of five. The potential of her broods becoming producing pairs magnified the math problem. That same Fibonacci sequence could also explain the design in nature reflected in how fern fronds, nautilus, or pine cone spirals formed. The position of the spiral followed a certain number sequence. Even the great art masters used mathematical equations to get the right perspective and proportion of their subjects.
For Lulu, if one mentioned Bunnies and Art in one sentence, the subject was no longer tiresome even if the subject was math. It’s all about the application and connections of all things that makes things relevant and interesting. Just like our DNA strands, things are all connected (genetically, spiritually, mathematically, politically, you name it…) hopefully in an upward, not downward, spiral that just keeps getting longer and more complex. Lulu rejoined, “You’ve sparked my interest so please stop philosophizing. You have inspired me to draw a mathematically proportional drawing of Puffy underneath a fern frond.” Ok, it was a start. Now do better in math.
 Fibonacci iteration!
Chapter 10: Snip-Snip
We knew something was wrong when we started greeting our friends and acquaintances with, “Want a bunny?” Or when friends we hadn’t seen for a while, greeted us by saying, “We can’t have a rabbit, but I’ll ask my friends.” Or when male friends (who we knew were old softies at heart) told us, “I’ll have a bunny for a pet once I start carrying a man purse.” (Ok, we’ll place your bunny in a man purse, when do you want it?) Or when friends would cut our query short by simply saying, “Allergies!” accompanied by some sort of definitive hand gesture.
Lulu with her best puppy dog eye impression, asked every teacher she knew if they would like a class pet. Nope all the class pet slots were taken… Darn those guinea pigs, darn those fish, double darn that show off talking parrot, which everyone loved. Even the Veterinarian said, “We have lots and lots of bunnies we are trying to help get adopted. You can add your name to the end of the list.”
We were getting desperate, but what is one to do, place an ad in the newspaper? “Free bunny to a loving home.” In our worst nightmares we imagined that people would read the ad as “Free Meal to a loving home.” Yes, we are a loving home, we love hasenpfeffer, or our pet boa constrictor loves bunnies. No, Definitely Not! If we had to return to the States with ten bunnies, then by gosh, return home with 10 bunny crates we would! Besides, we have lots of family in the States who looked like they really needed a pet. Karmic payback for all the times family members would send home stray dogs and cats.
One time, Lulu’s Aunt called grandma saying that she had a surprise for her at the airport and if we would please pick it up. We walked into the baggage claim and to our chagrin (this was in the uninformed old days) a pet crate circled round and round on the conveyor. Like a dopplered siren, we heard MeeeeeeOwwwww, Meeeeeee Owwwww. No way, she didn’t, but she did. Grandma had many surprises waiting for her at the airport over the years, which became beloved family members. So for grandma, we would share our bundles of delight with our dear family members and continue the family tradition!
A problem still existed, despite everyone’s patient advice. Those bunnies needed to be snipped. Even if rabbits have separate quarters, kids love to play with bunnies by putting them all together. As we found out the hard way, it only takes a second, and a rabbit who you think is a baby rabbit is actually a fully mature adult. Not to mention that at a young age, it is really difficult to determine the gender of a rabbit. Even vets have a hard time determining a young rabbit’s gender.
It’s a quick procedure, the Vet said. “I’ve scheduled all our morning appointments for your bunnies.” Great… no more stinky territorial marking, no more dominance posturing, and hopefully we had stopped the next iteration of the Fibonacci sequence. When we picked them up, our boys were asleep. The bigger the buck, the deeper the sleep. The Vet said the procedure was not as easy as she initially thought. The little bucks have such teeny, tiny wee-wees you have to be very careful. On our way out, the Vet reminded us that although they were snipped, we should wait 72 days before we place the rabbits together. The remaining stuff in their tubes was still viable. Lulu’s bunny parties would have to wait. She would have to have individual bunny dates. We would also keep looking for the perfect families for the baby bunnies.
 Bunnies coming out of our ears!
Chapter 11: Deployment: There When You Need Me
Deployment is hard for soldiers and families. It is especially hard for children who cannot fully express the multitude of pent up feelings they have about a parent’s absence, their unspeakable fears, and their added responsibilities. Tantrums, insecurity, defiance, melancholy are the order of the day.
Although ZoZo enjoyed his Montessori preschool the year before, Little ZoZo now found preschool unbearable. In the mornings, he saw all the parents saying goodbye to their children. He would cling, scream, kick, and plead with his mommy not to go; he was afraid she would not come back, in the same way Daddy had disappeared. It was too much for all involved, so Mommy would bring an exhausted ZoZo home. Then Mommy had the idea of bringing him in half day starting at recess. In the mornings ZoZo slept later, ate two meals, and relaxed by playing with and feeding the bunnies. He felt like such a big boy taking care of his bunnies. Although initially reluctant, ZoZo went to school on his own volition when he saw his friends on the playground. The bunnies helped build ZoZo’s confidence and compassion while helping him focus on daily tasks.
Lulu was another story. The former clever, spirited, kind girl developed a nonchalant streak. She was mad at the world for separating her father from her. Lulu started to portray to others that she did not care about things… grades, others’ feelings, responsibilities, even things she used to love doing. Then, all but one of the baby bunnies were adopted. She empathized with the insecurity and fear this last bunny felt when all his brothers and sisters were gone. She knew exactly how he felt, and she knew exactly what to do to make him feel better. She made him feel loved and respected. That was the promise that Puffy and Lulu made to each other and they have been bonded ever since.
During their time of need, the bunnies helped the children think beyond themselves and beyond their situations. They helped the children develop into compassionate human beings.
Chapter 12: I’m No Easter Bunny
For Easter, get kids chocolate or toy bunnies! We hate to say it but we initially got Cesar for all the wrong reasons and we’ve made many mistakes along the way. An irresistible bunny wiggled his nose and so began a life lesson from an impulse buy. He looked so cute at the Zoo. It was springtime and the children needed cheering up because they were missing family in the States. Plus, the Zoo had a dazzling array of bunny supplies. Mommy called the school and asked them to have Lulu not take the bus home. Lulu had a “surprise” waiting for her. The Zoo placed Cesar in a small, thin, paper box with some grass in it. The paper handles intertwined like a kiddie meal. When Lulu saw the box she said “Is that a snack? Where’s my surprise?” Her mom told her to open her snack, and of course the requisite, “He’s sooooo cute!” rang out for 30 minutes.
Cesar began to look lonely; we thought he needed some company. Our friend Rufus the Veterinarian, knew a family with beautiful rabbits. Isa was a talented teenager who loved and was knowledgeable about her rabbits. Her mom reminded her that she had many rabbits, and now that she was older her activities in school and sports demanded more of her time. Isa showed great character by giving her favorite bunny, Violet, to Lulu.
When two unfixed rabbits bond with each other, they do not seek as much human attention. Cesar and Violet got along perfectly, in fact too perfectly. Lulu began to feel left out. For a short while, Cesar and Violet fell into the realm of a Mom Pet. Meaning, mommy took main responsibility for their upkeep which was a major investment of time. Upkeep was also a major expense: housing, bales of hay, feed, snacks, toys, brushes, bottles, cleaning supplies. For being such small animals, rabbits consume a great amount of food, which in turn means they produce quite a bit of stinky stuff. So much so, that it became the impetus for us to gradually become bunny farmers.
Next came the Fibonacci problem. Violet was a young bunny, inexperienced at being a mother. She did not properly prepare the nest nor feed her first small broods. Then came the heartbreaking illness and demise of runt bunnies. With Violet’s maturity, success in mothering became an issue. What was one to do with so many bunnies capable of producing even more bunnies? Add to that Veterinary care with vaccinations, medicines, snips, and procedures.
Despite our novice bunny raising mistakes, and the considerable investments in time, money, and emotions, we consider our bunnies as members of our family. Our bunnies helped mold the children’s sense of empathy, compassion, responsibility, and trust. During their Dad’s deployment, the bunnies helped the children focus on being positive. They learned to focus on things beyond themselves and to do things for others. Our life with bunnies is a work in progress, but one we are glad we’ve taken.
 Cesar straight out of the kiddie meal box
 Fall Festival at the Comanche County Fairgrounds.
The first ever Lawton Farmers Market Fall Festival on Saturday, October 22, wrapped up the closing weeks of the market as well as gave a preview of local crafts and gifts available for the holiday season ahead.
 
Members of the Southwest Oklahoma Growers Association offered a wide variety of naturally raised vegetables, melons, and nuts in season―including 50-pound pumpkins watered by the Washita River, luscious, vine-ripened watermelons and cantaloupes, and new crop pecans.

Gifts for sale included handmade goods and handcrafted items, such as wine from a local vineyard, gourmet foods and pickles, soaps, wool scarves, pine needle baskets, jewelry, and flowers.
    
Children’s activities and a food truck rounded out a fun-filled day for the entire family.

 Yummy, home-made steak tacos with fresh cilantro, corn tortilla, and two sauces for $1.75.
Now in its third year of operation, the Lawton Farmers Market continues to attract new growers and vendors to serve an appreciative locavore community. My farmer friends have been receptive to my suggestions to cater to Lawton’s large ethnic communities and to diversify by growing heirloom tomatoes and melons, a variety of greens and micro-greens, and Asian vegetables.
As a health-conscious individual, I welcome this natural and local alternative to supermarket chains and support the visionary leadership of President Ed Legako, a pediatrician, and Market Manager Angie Ellis. The Lawton Farmers Market brand continues to expand, and future plans hopefully will include a year-round, permanent building with regular shopping hours for farmers to sell their produce, chicken and quail eggs, honey, and flowers.
Strange Tango: Life as Art will be interviewing Dr. Legako for his insights on health, diet and the Lawton Farmers Market. Until the end of November, Acadian Family Farm will make weekly deliveries of their fresh vegetables at a central drop-off location in Lawton. The cost is $25 for a box, contact Nanette at 405-643-9916 or acadianfamilyfarm@yahoo.com for more information. Rod and Nanette supply the Whole Foods Market in Oklahoma City and for five years brought their beautiful produce to farmers markets in Austin, Texas before relocating to Oklahoma.

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